Into the hands of every individual is given a marvelous power for good or evil- the silent, unconscious, unseen influence of his life. This is simply the constant radiation of what man really is, not what he pretends to be. ~ William George Jordan

Thursday, October 2, 2014

Ways to prepare for a mission

I had the daunting task of giving a talk in the Saturday Night session of Stake conference about 3 weeks ago.  I was asked to give a talk on how to prepare for a mission! President Dean asked me to share how I prepared for my mission and how I appreciated it, or maybe there were some things I didn't do that I wish I would'v done in order to be better prepared. I was pretty nervous to give my talk, but I really felt strengthened as I started to write out what I wanted to say.  It's amazing how things just came to my mind and I was able to recall experiences in order to better relay my message.
Below is my talk.  Sorry for any grammer mistakes and things, I didn't actually read this word for word, it was just written down in case I needed a reminder of what was next :)

My name is Chelsey Clark, I am from the Harbor 2nd ward and I just returned from my mission about 1 month ago.   I served in the Alpine-German speaking mission.  It is the best mission in the world! Today I’m going to be talking about ways to prepare for a mission and I want to start right away with what in my mind should always come first: #1: Be excited to go on your mission! Do it because you want to, not because you have to.  When I was 9 years old, my older sister Brittney left on her mission.  She served in the Curitiba Brazil mission.  I remember being able to go all the way to the gate to say goodbye and watch her plane fly away.  I even remember the last words she told me before she left and they were: Chelsey.  Keep reading the scriptures every day.  She served, while I strived to read each day, and 18 months later she came home; Different than before, but still my sister.  About 6 months later, my sister Alisha decided to also serve a mission.  She served in the Texas San Antonio Spanish speaking mission. She also served faithfully and returned home 18 months later, different than before, but yet still my sister. 

These two experiences stayed with me for the rest of my life. Their examples of serving the Lord made me question if one day I would serve a mission? I often wondered, what does it mean to serve a mission?  It wasn’t until 1 year before I turned 21 that I started to figure out those answers. One day I got a text from my sister it said: So Chels... have you ever thought about serving a mission?  I told her I still had a year and that I wouldn’t have to think about that for at least a couple more months.  But the next day, the thought wouldn’t leave my mind. The reality sunk in deep that I could leave soon, and I pondered the question: Should I go? For many months, I talked with my two sisters for hours, asking questions, learning on a deeper level what it truly meant to serve a mission. I was nervous to make the decision. I remember praying for months on end for Heavenly Father to just tell me to go. Or to not go.  I wasn’t receiving my answer until one day in May, It was a Sunday, and I was reading in the Book of Mormon in Ether chapter 4: 11 It says: “For because of my spirit he shall know that these things are true; for it persuadeth men to do good.”   That scripture couldn’t get out of my mind and as I attended church later that day I was reminded of this quote: ‘Go out in the darkness and put your hand in the hand of God.  That shall be to you better than light and safer than the known way.”  I drove home that day from church with my question still in mind. As I turned into our neighborhood, I saw 3 sister missionaries walking.  I started to cry and my mind began to remind me of all those little instances where I thought my answer to go was yes. I knew that I needed to pray differently.  I decided that I needed to make a decision and then ask if it be right.  I knew that a mission would be good, and that it would require me to trust God. Later that night, I told Heavenly Father that I wanted to go.  After that things just seemed to fall into place, and I knew that it was what the Lord wanted me to do.  I wasn’t sure where to start on preparing for a mission. I got scared many times after I made this decision. I was unsure of myself at times. Sometimes I would cry knowing I would be leaving my home for 18 months. But, a journal entrée that I wrote soon after I made my decision to go always kept me going; and always rejuvenated me. I said: The more I talk about a mission, the more excited I get.  The more I talk about it, the more real it feels.  I’m starting to really feel that I need to be preparing myself spiritually. I am so excited to go! 

#2: Read the whole book of Mormon.  But may I add, not just read it, But study it.  Know it. Have a testimony that it is true.  Since I the time I was small, I had been taught in my home and at church to read in the book of Mormon.  I didn’t quite “Study” it until I was a senior in high school.  It became to me another Best friend in my life. I took it everyday to school.  I read from it when I had time, I gained a love for it like I had never experienced before. I grew to know that it was true. I had a strong testimony of the Book of Mormon and that really helped me on my mission.  I remember many times reading the Introduction to the book of Mormon with my investigators and people I would meet and reading in the 6th paragraph a quote by Joseph Smith.  It says: “I told the brethren that the Book of Mormon was the most correct of any book on earth, and the keystone of our religion, and a man would get nearer to God by abiding by its precepts, than by any other book.” People would always stop us there and say… This is the most correct book on earth?? What about the bible? My companion and I would always smile and bare our testimonies of the truthfulness of the Bible and the Book of Mormon.  I learned that we couldn’t convince people to believe; we could only do our part and bear our true testimonies of the Book of Mormon.  President Uchtdorf said: Have Faith.  The lord can magnify the words you speak and make them mighty. God doesn’t ask you to convert, but rather to open your mouths. The task of converting is not yours; that belongs to the person hearing and to the Holy Ghost.” No one can tell you, you don’t believe something.  They can test you and try you, but you can stand strong knowing that you have a testimony because of that witness from the Holy Ghost. I was also privileged to have a member of the quorum of the 70 come to a conference near the end of my mission. He told us that every soul searching question someone has could be answered with the Book of Mormon. But if we don’t know it, we won’t be able to help those who are searching for those answers. Read the book of Mormon long enough to feel the spirit, then read a little more.”

#3: Read Preach my Gospel. Now let me just start with saying… I was not the perfect example of this before my mission.  I didn’t know what Preach my gospel said after chapter 3.  I later learned that there are 13 chapters. I would just suggest to anyone here tonight, to pick it up and study it like you do your scriptures.  It’s not just a book for preparing missionaries, and it’s not just for the full time missionaries.  It’s for every member. My mission president wanted us to be a “preach my gospel missionary”. As we studied Preach my Gospel every morning, my mission president encouraged us to spend some time studying a specific chapter; Chapter 6.  That chapter is called “How do I develop Christ like attributes?” It not only tells us the kind of person that Christ was, but the kind of person we should be.  If we want to be more like Jesus, we need to know Him and his characteristics and try each day to act like He would act.  In this chapter at the beginning it tells us: “Some chapters in Preach my Gospel focus on what you need to do as a missionary- how to study, how to teach, how to manage time wisely. Just as vital as what you do, however, is who you are.” That line drove me to dive into the scriptures and to learn more about my Savior.  I wanted to become like Him. And i noticed It wasn’t easy, but my mission president suggested studying one of the Christ like attributes every month.  And so that’s what I tried to do. Each month I picked a different attribute to study about and to try and live more in my life.  I still have a long way to go, but there is another line that brings me hope. It says:  Learning to be like Christ is a lifelong pursuit.

#4: Go out with the missionaries.  That is also something I didn’t do before my mission. Honestly it freaked me out.  I was nervous I would say something wrong, or that I wouldn’t be very good. But man oh man, did I wish that I would’ve gone with them once I was on my mission.  I feel like having an experience of missionary work would’ve helped me understand exactly what I was going to do for the next 18 months of my life. There was a girl in my last ward in Salzburg that is preparing to serve a mission.  She jumped at every opportunity to come out with my companion and I.  I watched her grow and develop a greater love for the people we were teaching and not just a love for those we taught, but I saw how she developed a greater love for the gospel, and I saw how she understood the gospel more and her desire to go on a mission increased.

#5: Go to your seminary classes, Missionary prep classes and where and when
available institute.  All through the grades of 9th-12th, I loved seminary.  I loved my teachers, I loved learning about the gospel every other day at school! After I graduated from seminary and high school I decided that I would always attend an institute class. I must admit, I missed a few times but I do have to say, I saw a difference in how my life went. Institute helped my testimony grow more as I studied the gospel throughout the week and not just on Sundays. As a missionary you are bearing your testimony many times throughout the day, in order to bear your testimony, you must first have one. For me, I really developed my testimony by going to seminary and institute.

#6 Go to the temple once a week.  I can’t begin to tell you how much I missed the temple when I was on my mission.  There is a term on a mission that when people are going home, sometimes they look and act “Trunky”. Meaning they act like their bags are already packed and they are just waiting for the day they can hit the plane and go home.  Now I was never called that but my companions and I would joke we were “trunky” for the temple.  We did have a temple in my mission, but it was located in Bern Switzerland. Because I was serving in Germany and Austria, I never had the opportunity to attend the temple. But, I am so grateful I took advantage of living in Utah, and having about 5 or so temples in one hour’s distance before I left on my mission.  I remember going and doing baptisms before I received my endowment and once I received my endowment I went as often as possible as well.  The peace that the temple brings into our lives cannot be replaced by anything else. 

#7 Figure out who you are and then be that!  It kind of sounds silly, but its true.  The Lord knows exactly where you need to serve.  He has called, or He will call you to exactly where you need to be. He knows your strengths, your weaknesses, how you deal with things.  He called you to that specific mission because He knows that the person you are needs to be there.  We are each given so many talents and strengths and He wants us to use them to the benefit of others.  He knew that I needed to serve in the Alpine-German speaking mission.  He knew my strengths and he knew my talents and He had faith in me! He knew that I could learn German, even when I doubted myself. Not only does He send you to that mission because of who you are, but because of who you can become. Have faith that the Lord will put you in the path of others who need you and who you will need. He knew that I needed President Miles to be my mission President, he knew that I needed to be companions with the companions I was with and I know he knew I needed to serve in Goeppingen, Germany, Vienna and Salzburg Austria.  Once I knew for myself that Heavenly Father had called me to my mission because He knew me and what I needed, and that I should just be myself as a missionary, I loved the people more. I was more confident in my German skills, and I had a greater desire to help others. When I shut out the world and all its lies, I gave the spirit the chance to show me who I truly was.

And point #8. My last point comes from part of my mission scripture actually. It’s found in Words of Mormon 1: 7 “And I do this for a wise purpose; for thus it whispereth me, according to the workings of the spirit of the lord which is in me. And now I do not know all things, but the lord knoweth all things, which are to come; wherefore, he worketh in me to do according to his will. “ 
Be willing to do the will of the Lord.  As a missionary sometimes you are asked to do things that are outside of your comfort zone.  That isn’t because Heavenly father hates you, or because He wants you to suffer unnecessarily, but because it is another opportunity to for you to trust God, and to show Him that you will do all that He calls you to do. It was kind of my motto on my mission to do what ever I was asked to do.  It don’t really know if I fully understood what that meant before I left, and it sure wasn’t easy, but I learned so much from so many experiences I had. Early on in my mission, I was called as Sister Training leader.  It was a new calling for sisters and so my trainer and I had no idea what we were doing.  All we knew was that we needed to go on exchanges with sisters and help train them.  Because of this difficult time, I really learned what it meant to pray.  Through prayer learned what I needed to do as a Sister Training leader for those sisters that I was over.  I learned that was a divine daughter of God, and that each and everyone of those sisters I was over, was also a Divine daughter of God and that I had been called to love them like Christ did.

I also learned from trying my best to follow His will, that missionary work wasn’t supposed to drag on, it wasn’t supposed to be TOO hard. In 2 nephi chapter 2: 25 it says: Adam fell that men might be; and men are, that they might have joy.” We are on missions and we go on missions so that we might have joy.  Elder Anderson said: This isn’t missionary work, this is missionary fun!” With one of my companions early on in my mission we had that quote up in our apt and we strived each day to have fun.  Good, sensible fun.  We didn’t go race car driving or break any rules, but by following the rules in our mission, and doing the will of the Lord, we also found joy. 

I don’t think there is one perfect way to prepare for a mission. I know Heavenly Father will tell you personally how you should prepare for your mission. These are just 8 things from my list of many of how I did prepare and how I wished I‘d prepared for my mission better. Maybe some of the things I shared tonight didn’t mean anything to you, but I pray that the spirit was able to teach you what you needed to know in order to be a missionary.  Even if you are not preparing to be a full time missionary, I hope you also learned something from the spirit, for we are all called to preach His gospel as members.  We are all disciples of Jesus Christ and we have the responsibility to share His gospel. I hope the spirit might have told you one thing you could do in order to better share His gospel with those you love and with those you associate with. President Uchtdorf said: “Whether we are at the beginning or the end, whether young or old, the Lord can use us for His purposes if we simply set aside whatever thoughts limit our ability to serve and allow His will to shape our lives.”
I want you to know, I loved my mission, I love the people of Germany and Austria. I am grateful the Lord told me to serve a mission. I am grateful for the spirit. I am grateful for my family.  I am grateful for their support, and I love them all very much.  I know this church is the church of Jesus Christ.  I know that Joseph Smith restored it and I know that we still have a prophet today; president Thomas S. Monson. We are privileged to hear from him every 6 months. I look forward to conference in order to be taught even more. I know our Heavenly Father loves us all so very much.  He loves you, and he loves me.  I say this in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

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